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the hourglass that wore its way,
the bell that could not play
quite simply then as it were,
everything was naught,
i was the poet who forgot.

sophie n./snxy`
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the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
struggling poet.
some people drink themselves to oblivion, i choose to write.
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6/04/2006 11:27:00 pm, Sunday, June 04, 2006

If you leave me now, you'll take away the biggest part of me
No baby please don't go
If you leave me now, you'll take away the very heart of me
No baby please don't go
A love like ours is love that's hard to find
How could we let it slip away
We've come too far to leave it all behind
How could we end it all this way
When tomorrow comes we'll both regret
Things we said today
Cause I need you more than you'll ever know
- Chicago

heard it today on doro's ipod. it made alot of sense so i decided to paste an excerpt on my blog. it's strange how in a noisy crowd, there isn't really anyone but me. how i see my stars in others' faces, my loves imprinted in strangers. it doesn't make sense anymore. maybe my heart's telling me something, but i don't want to try anything. i'm tired now and it makes no sense to hope for something that probably isn't meant for me. yeah, call me cynical. but matters of the heart just never mentioned my part. i told her today, that if i ever got married, i'd want my wedding song t be eric clapton's 'wonderful tonight'. my ultimate soft spot song. haha. if i ever had a wedding. fuck. it's just so irritating the way i think about things. i try to drown my inner self in work and physical fatigue. it doesn't work. not only do i get tired, i get emotionally and mentally exhausted. not t mention, shit about my party. june 17 people. please don't let me down.

COUTURE@DXO. 17JUNE SAT. 9pm - LATE. $5 shots all night, 11-1am 1-4-1 PROMOTION. $118 vodka & jim beam promotions. ROCK CONCERT (9-11pm) featuring RONIN, FLYBAR (http://www.flybartheband.com) & local bands. CLUBBING PARTY (11pm onwards; R&B HIPHOP TOP40s) a whole new ROCK&CLUB concept. Presale @ $18.

i hope i made the right decision in going t nus..

i miss sentosa. michele, james, gen, calvyn, kelvin, justin, ross, hwee ling, maspol, masfuz, suku etc.

fuck. i hate my fucked up feelings.