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2/23/2007 11:23:00 am, Friday, February 23, 2007
finally, worst fears have come through. the person i've been fighting for may have met another, and yet i've just known it all along. and i don't blame anyone, i just blame myself. that i made that fatal move 4 months back and lost you when you wanted to stay. right now, the cards are in your hands, and the choice is yours. but i see the smallest of them all is me. it hurts and my insecurities drown me. i wish i could be stronger and put a stop to it, but i can't. 'cos right now, you're stronger than me. i don't doubt that love isn't there, but it has changed and isn't like it used to be. and it pains me, just 'cos i know i had it all but i let it go. will you choose her or choose me? sometimes i don't want to know, 'cos the answer seems so clear and yet i hope - against hope, that i'm wrong. to see the person you love with someone else, does she make you smile like i used to do? does she take care of you? do you hold her hand the way you held mine? do you hug her tight and kiss her goodbye? :(
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ~Author UnknownRelationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author UnknownIf we must part forever,Give me but one kind word to think upon,And please myself with, while my heart's breaking.~Thomas OtwayLove is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. ~Author UnknownAsk me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~Author UnknownMaybe part of loving is learning to let go. ~From the television show The Wonder YearsAs soon as forever is through, I'll be over you. ~Toto
2/15/2007 04:23:00 am, Thursday, February 15, 2007
cos it makes no sense to carry on so meaninglessly.
how many times do you want to hurt me?
why can't i get out of this rut?
why do i let you get to me?
i need to disappear.
from you.