220387.
the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
4/08/2007 08:27:00 pm, Sunday, April 08, 2007
it just pisses me off so much, when you take me for granted;
that you assume i'd always be there.
that you're too important to me.
that i can't say no to you.
that i try to stand up to you but it never works.
that i
can't stand up to you.
that your happiness is vital to mine.
all those little things you do,
like denying the obvious.
thinking you're that good at hiding things.
assuming i'm that dumb.
trusting that i'd forgive you even if i find out the truth.
pretending white lies are not really lies.
taking that i'd accept anything, even crumbs, from you.
they accumulate in my heart and soul.
and make me grow that little bit colder to you.
every single day.
every thing you do,
over and over again,
it makes me grow,
that little bit colder to you.
cos i'm sick of being hurt by you.
sick of being affected by you.
sick of being an option not a person.
sick of being wanted when in need,
and then thrown aside except for the obligatory message or call once a day or two days.
the tables have turned.
you can try to touch me again,
but it'd never be that deep anymore.
4/05/2007 10:58:00 pm, Thursday, April 05, 2007
i hate it that ure not around
and the fact that u didnt call
i hate the way ure always so busy
i hate it that im no longer a priority.
i hate the way u no longer seem to care
and that careless tone of urs makes me swear
i hate it that u made me cry
and even more so when i found out that u lied.
i hate the way that i still love u
even tho, try as i might, i dont want to.
courtesy of jas' friend.
haha.oh and i'm 20 now. 20 and going on to a month. :P