220387.
the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
8/29/2007 05:38:00 pm, Wednesday, August 29, 2007
essay deadlines :(
would appreciate some coffee & company. :)
8/25/2007 09:32:00 pm, Saturday, August 25, 2007
i'm sad. it's clear.
and i wish you were here.
no it's not that simple,
and perhaps it's me,
my hand, my doing,
my own lack of empathy.
the smokes, the night,
ways to forget.
they don't mean anything
when there's nothing to endear.
my life was simple,
and it may still be.
but for now,
blurred in the grey.
need to be strong,
to hold on.
to let go and yet not leave.
running's too simple,
too simple for me.
8/19/2007 12:11:00 pm, Sunday, August 19, 2007
does it hurt to know i'll never be there?
it was you, who chose t end it like you did.
and all this collapses upon me at night,
and i wish..
my eulogy.
i don't want to reflect,
i need to be strong.
to be through with you.
perhaps with time,
i may learn to love,
and let go,
and leave and not weep.
give me time,
to see you otherwise.
never again,
will i miss you.
too shattering, too shattering...
and i know now, nothing was real.
there isn't anything for anything else.
i need to look in the mirror,
and find someone else other than myself.
8/17/2007 12:48:00 pm, Friday, August 17, 2007
it breathes and it stiffens.
this ice cold air,
sneaks into every crevice,
and tightens.
cobwebs surround,
the lone breath of time,
stops.
tick tick tock.
a footstep, and then two.
steps slowly.
it's loud enough,
to shatter the stillness.
black hair,
lined eyes.
dark-clothed.
all of them.
the prayers,
fight their way to be heard.
amidst the sound,
of drops falling.
fall. fell. fallen.
as she lies back down.
and hearts break, broke, are broken.
the blood-red is the sole light;
the colour,
the singular rose,
it brightens the melancholy of her grave.
my dear, a poem. because i love you, and in doing so, i love her too.