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the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
6/19/2011 09:48:00 am, Sunday, June 19, 2011
what happened?
it's all in bits & pieces.
never again.
i'm too old for this,
i should be mature enough.
i've a heavy heart,
and a sinking feeling.
the phone lies hidden,
imagine the messages it holds.
never again.
6/08/2011 03:41:00 pm, Wednesday, June 08, 2011
1.wadxZ ur hp number: 9862*# [9735&^%$]
2.wad'll u do if u c ur gf/bf hugging a guy/girl?: it's just a hug ain't it? unless its that kinda touchy-feely up and down kinda embrace. [i won't jump to conclusions if justified properly]
3.ur fav song: alot. but currently clay aiken's i will carry you. [anthem by filo & peri ft eric lumiere (nic chagall mix)]
4.have a gf/bf?: lots of them. ;] [yes]
5.have ur own room? no.. tho technically it's mine.. [yes]
6.hates: emo stuff cos it makes you freaking emo & shitty.
7.wad u doin nw: this quiz
8.1 thing u cant live w/o: oxygen no?
9.where do u live: holland
10.wad wuld u do if sum1 tels u he/she lyk u: say thanks and then reject nicely if i'm not interested. [or if its too fast too furious too much]
11.when will u reject someone when he/she confess to you: if the feeling's purely platonic [, if the timing/environment is wrong]
12.where do u hangout: holland village
13.wad r u good at: poetry.
14.wad iZ it b0uT a perSon u can't stand: backstabbing, ditziness. [judgment without knowing]
15.waD d0 u wAn: acceptance and non-superficiality. [acceptance]
16.a w0rd daT describe u: spontaneous [complicated]
17.wadxZ ur dream: to be in a position of power so i'd never have to worry about tomorrow
18:day/nite: night because its easier on the eyes.
19:sunset/sunrise: sunset, because it signals the coming of night.
20:like a romantic bf/gf?: nope, prefer discreetness.
21:wad izzit b0uT de opposite gender daT attracts u: their eyes and character. [and smile]
22:r u an independent person: pretty much in certain aspects.
23: do u lyk skooL: yes when it's not stressing.
24.r u sTubb0rn: yes i'm ARIES.
26.believe in god: i believe he exists but nothing more.
27.ur fav physical feature: eyes. like to see if i can get lost in them. lol.
28.believe in fate: too much.
29.get pissed off easily: depends. more of short-term tho.
30.like ur parents: yes
31.r u a materialistic person: no, i can deal without stuff or money.
32.believe in love: shrugs- does it even really really exist? [yes but its draining & varied]
33.hw many piercings u hab: 6
34.will u get a tattoo: yes, i want to. lol. [4]
35.smoke: nay. [socially]
36.club / pub : no. i'm in the anti-clubbers' club. [lol. things change.]
37.clubbing: -see above-
38.will u forgive ur gf/bf if he cheats on u?: after we break up. [forgiven not forgotten]
39.will u expect ur gf/bf to forgive u if u cheat on him/her: not really since it's my fault. but i'm e faithful kind. [not really]
40.have u been on a trip recently?: no [yes]
41:fav country: england [currently, australia]
42.r u impatient: yes but ever since my phone got confiscated.. well. patience IS a virtue. [yes]
43.which brands do u prefer: adidas & those surfwear brands (guys') not the girl versions. [hehe. depends]
44.do you organise parties often: no, kinda failure at logistic stuff. [used to.]
45.do u hab gd frens: haha.. good question. but yes anyway. [yes]
46.do u think u r gd looking: honestly, no.
47.do u care abt looks: never a requirement.
48.do u think tt u r a gd stead: no, i prioritise stuff wrongly. [i'll give my all and work my butt off to make it work out]
49.do u use vulgarities: yes, who doesn't.
50.do u quarrel wif pple easily: mm. no.
51.r u forgiving: yes, but i don't forget.
52.do u get hurt easily: yes.
54.do u prefer girls wif long/short hair: short but sometimes long is nice.
55.is ur hair colored: no it's dark brown. [yes]
56.r u a romantic partner: no. [im not a fan of PDA]
57.do u wear a watch: yes [not currently]
58.wad color clothes do u like: black, purple, white.
59.will u chose love or $: love cos money is secondary.
60.do u prefer slp or eat: eat, i'm a peeg.
61.white or black: black
62.pink or red: red
63.fav flower: white roses
64.who you wish to receive flowers from: anyone who wants to buy flowers for me
66.fav perfume: don't wear the stuff.
67.favourite type of music: alt. rock, rap metal, neo-classical. [rock, classical, electronic dance music, acoustic, certain types of pop]
68.favourite past time: volleyball then hanging out wit people, reading. [just chilling]
69.fav drink: orange tea. PEPSI over coke btw. [hehe. i prefer coke now. and i'd still like orange tea if it was still being sold. tea would be best]
70.fav phrase: dots. [omg]
6/06/2011 04:48:00 pm, Monday, June 06, 2011
after almost 3 years, i stumbled across this blog in my archives. looking back at my old entries, i laughed, i smiled and inside, a part of me teared. memories, has any wise old men said anything about them?
Every men's memory is his private literature - Aldous Huxley (author)
I used to write about experiences and about moments I thought were pivotal (at that point of time). I stopped writing back in 2008 because of I had lost inspiration and motivation. It is a new beginning now, and what better way than to re-visit my old blog.
Think of it as an injection of fresh memories. Maybe in 2014, I'll re-read this entry, and smile :)