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the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
2/29/2008 03:49:00 pm, Friday, February 29, 2008
like a black hole,
sucked in everything.
i was barely breathing.
the cloud of illness has lifted,
i'm waiting for the sun to shine.
thanks for the love, care and well-wishes. :)
2/17/2008 03:31:00 am, Sunday, February 17, 2008
Never again will i touch you.
Never again will i trust you.
I didnt listen to mum,
she told me fire burns.
I had hoped it'd warm instead.
And i had hoped, again and again,
despite getting burnt, singed and hurt,
again and again.
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2/13/2008 03:34:00 am, Wednesday, February 13, 2008
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
but.You spin me right round baby, right round,
Like a record baby, right round, round, round,
You spin me right round baby, right round,
Like a record baby, right round, round, round.
haha. obviously feeling musical tonight.
sigh.
2/11/2008 10:27:00 pm, Monday, February 11, 2008
in tribute to this person,
who, when i was viewing my old blog of yesteryear,
i came across this entry.
with valentine's day coming up,
how appropriate.
here's wishing everyone, a chance to be loved like this,
once in your lifetime.
strange that i've come across a birthday present from a year ago which i've never opened.
strange that i now open it, now watch it, a year from yesterday year and a day before my birthday.
a present from someone who wanted t show his feelings in e only way he knew how.
two soul-mates, drawn together from young, joined by one carousel box, entwined by their mutual dares in e game o love and life til e end.
once upon a time.
love me if you dare, as i remain silent and you stand blindfolded on the train tracks as a train rushes towards you.
love me if you dare, as i make you cry until your heart can no longer break, and then, i rush t you in fear that you've grieved too much.
love me if you dare, as we both stand in a pit t be filled w concrete.
the point is this, such is the intracacy of life. that we do not want t recognise what we have. the funfair might last for days on end, the lights may never go out for months. but soon the fun will end and the fuses will blow. then darkness falls and the funfair has come t an end. one may reminiscise and wonder about the fun that was had, or could have been, had they gone for the ride. but regrets make memories sad and Fate paves our paths in her light.
one o the best presents i've ever received, from someone once upon a rainbow, who loved me in his own way, 365 days later.
thank you. dated 2006 from xanster@diaryland.
2/11/2008 01:22:00 am,
A weary day ran into a lumbering night.
Yesterday wasn't so bad at all, looking back.
Times have changed, my fellow man.
When they were eager and young,
and crowded around you for a piece.
I write of the past with resignation,
a hard day's work, just another day again.
So yesterday's admirers are today's passers-by.
And it goes again,
my ordinary day in an ordinary time.
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2/10/2008 01:06:00 am, Sunday, February 10, 2008
The power of a name.
Broke my spell.
The power of your words,
singed at my heart.
No, I am supposed to laugh it off,
laugh it off..
Act like they don't hurt.
Act and laugh, silly girl.
Act and laugh.
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