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the sun, the sand & the sea.
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7/03/2007 04:31:00 pm, Tuesday, July 03, 2007
even endings are beginnings.
as i sift through the memories of the archives,
the echoes of a new chapter await on the horizon.
this time next week i'd be in a whole new place, living in a whole new apartment, sleeping in a whole new bed...
but there will be vestiges of my past.
he'll be there.
and perhaps, the past may detour back into the future.
:)
i dare not hope.
i realised there is life without and after him.
but it is a decision i have made- and something i will not regret.
it'd make me stronger,
and i know if i turn away without knowing what could have been, after having come this far, i'd regret it.
my once in a lifetime, it'd be silly to say goodbye on a impulse.
and absence does make the heart fonder, although, for you- it'd may probably be out of sight, out of mind...
but i don't know that, and i shan't assume.
meanwhile, thanks to the lovelies at the cliub known as rouge, and the complex known as peranakan place.
i don't know how one can call it a job- not really.
it was more like a money-earning fun activity.
haha.
and there is the guy who calls himself my 'big brother'.
although reality is totally the opposite.
you really made that much harder- and everything else all more worthwhile.
above all, you taught me alot, and woke me up from my sadness and pain.
i wish..
no i don't. and i shouldn't.
farewell is just a word people say to cover the silence before going away.
i'm only leaving for awhile.
so i won't say farewell,
i'd say, see you again.
don't forget how i left my footprint in your sandy beach.