my throat's sore from all that talking last night.
i'm suffering severe sleep deprivation and yet i'm back in front of my PC hard at work.
guest lists, tables, tickets & runners..

event management should be a consideration for choice of future career.
weddings, d&ds, parties and balls..
maybe i should consider seriously setting up a company.
lol.
big dreams sophie, big dreams.

i'm still hating my feelings, hating them more and more everytime i think about my present state of self.
stagnant inert me.
maybe cos i don't dare/don't want/can't be bothered?

people like me don't bring happiness,
we bring complications.

if life was a routine, i'm the occasional blip.
if life was a washing machine, i'm the stain on the clothes.
if life were a Subway sandwich, i'm the Daily Meal Special.
do you get what i'm saying?

and can i be safe with you?