another hiatus.
maybe i'd close down this blog.
far too dusty, far too under-used.
so much has happened.
so much re-evaluation.
what is truly important to me?
true friendship.
honesty.
true love.

and for awhile,
for a moment,
lines were blurred.

but i've come out,
hurt, scarred.
well, it takes pain and suffering to learn.

dear friends, enemies and those who are neutral.
believe not what you hear and see, but what you know and trust.

who i was and who i am are two different persons.
perhaps truly, time will tell and age makes people wiser.

i've lost someone important.
and i plan never to lose anything important to me anymore.

wake me up everyday,
and i'd thank the heavens i'm alive.
and i'll be happy,
and this happiness will last for a long time.

right now, i'm healing.
slowly but surely.
and i'm cutting ties,
with the last iota of who i used to be.

transition is over.
a turbulent transition period i may add.
but it ended today.

and second chances do hold true.
let me make it up to you.