the hourglass that wore its way,
the bell that could not play
quite simply then as it were,
everything was naught,
i was the poet who forgot.
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the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
struggling poet.
some people drink themselves to oblivion, i choose to write. email
i've been hanging on to what i've realised, is a mere shadow of a relationship.
yes, i'm still in love with you, but you aren't that in love with me.
like i heard somewhere 'yes i do love you, but i'm not in love with you.'
and i think that sums you up perfectly.
i want to get back with you and treat you right,
but you don't want to.
you want to keep your options open.
i see that.
so do i.
believe me, the thought of being able to move on is so appealing.
no more heartache, no more turmoil, no more tears.
but my heart doesn't want t let go.
so i accept your offer on your terms.
it goes against every fibre of my being - but i do.
'cos i'll use it as something to get me by while i try to get out of this.
perhaps i'll have t end up sharing you with other girls.
ignorance is bliss isn't it?
i hope you'll respect me enough t tell me when something happens w one of them, and they become more than just 'a friend'.
my gut feeling, maybe hopelessly blinded, sees us back together in e future.
and that's what's keeping me hooked, line and sinker.
my love is unconditional.
and so will be, my pain.
my own cross to bear.
til i find my happy ending.
220387.
the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
struggling poet.
some people drink themselves to oblivion, i choose to write. email
1/20/2007 01:33:00 pm, Saturday, January 20, 2007
the past 5 months have been a major roller-coaster ride.i've been hanging on to what i've realised, is a mere shadow of a relationship.
yes, i'm still in love with you, but you aren't that in love with me.
like i heard somewhere 'yes i do love you, but i'm not in love with you.'
and i think that sums you up perfectly.
i want to get back with you and treat you right,
but you don't want to.
you want to keep your options open.
i see that.
so do i.
believe me, the thought of being able to move on is so appealing.
no more heartache, no more turmoil, no more tears.
but my heart doesn't want t let go.
so i accept your offer on your terms.
it goes against every fibre of my being - but i do.
'cos i'll use it as something to get me by while i try to get out of this.
perhaps i'll have t end up sharing you with other girls.
ignorance is bliss isn't it?
i hope you'll respect me enough t tell me when something happens w one of them, and they become more than just 'a friend'.
my gut feeling, maybe hopelessly blinded, sees us back together in e future.
and that's what's keeping me hooked, line and sinker.
my love is unconditional.
and so will be, my pain.
my own cross to bear.
til i find my happy ending.
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