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the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
8/19/2007 12:11:00 pm, Sunday, August 19, 2007
does it hurt to know i'll never be there?
it was you, who chose t end it like you did.
and all this collapses upon me at night,
and i wish..
my eulogy.
i don't want to reflect,
i need to be strong.
to be through with you.
perhaps with time,
i may learn to love,
and let go,
and leave and not weep.
give me time,
to see you otherwise.
never again,
will i miss you.
too shattering, too shattering...
and i know now, nothing was real.
there isn't anything for anything else.
i need to look in the mirror,
and find someone else other than myself.