in tribute to this person,
who, when i was viewing my old blog of yesteryear,
i came across this entry.
with valentine's day coming up,
how appropriate.
here's wishing everyone, a chance to be loved like this,
once in your lifetime.

strange that i've come across a birthday present from a year ago which i've never opened.

strange that i now open it, now watch it, a year from yesterday year and a day before my birthday.

a present from someone who wanted t show his feelings in e only way he knew how.

two soul-mates, drawn together from young, joined by one carousel box, entwined by their mutual dares in e game o love and life til e end.

once upon a time.

love me if you dare, as i remain silent and you stand blindfolded on the train tracks as a train rushes towards you.

love me if you dare, as i make you cry until your heart can no longer break, and then, i rush t you in fear that you've grieved too much.

love me if you dare, as we both stand in a pit t be filled w concrete.

the point is this, such is the intracacy of life. that we do not want t recognise what we have. the funfair might last for days on end, the lights may never go out for months. but soon the fun will end and the fuses will blow. then darkness falls and the funfair has come t an end. one may reminiscise and wonder about the fun that was had, or could have been, had they gone for the ride. but regrets make memories sad and Fate paves our paths in her light.

one o the best presents i've ever received, from someone once upon a rainbow, who loved me in his own way, 365 days later.

thank you.

dated 2006 from xanster@diaryland.