sophie n./snxy`
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the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
struggling poet.
some people drink themselves to oblivion, i choose to write.
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5/01/2008 05:54:00 pm, Thursday, May 01, 2008
even at goodbye,
you still had the heart to make me cry.
it wasn't enough for you,
that you broke my heart in two.
you had to leave with the windows broken,
and the roof un-fixed.
you had to leave with our photo torn,
and the gas leak.
i see all along,
that i was the only one standing still.
the smallness of me,
enveloped in the enormity of you.
this anorexia,
to throw up the goodness,
and ravish the bad.
to cleanse myself of all that was black.
i returned time and time,
to the door you left behind.
each time i could fly,
i clipped my wings a little bit inside.
a chained bird,
a tame butterfly.
when freedom seemed like a past lifetime.
i watched you,
as you took your turn with the dice.
even at goodbye,
you remembered to make me cry.