sophie n./snxy`
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the sun, the sand & the sea.
politikal analyst.
digs rock, raves, elektronik danze musik & fun reads.
struggling poet.
some people drink themselves to oblivion, i choose to write.
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5/12/2008 09:40:00 pm, Monday, May 12, 2008
i looked through your box of notes
for something that you were looking for
if there's one memory even that you could keep
i doubt it will fail to make you weep
i know it's cold outside.
as you try,
i know you can't help but lie,
see what it feels like to die.
this can't be the end.
gravity pulls us all down
as we crash and burn
we can only try to make it and learn
even angels cry sometimes
i believe the magic of the artificial high
as it makes you smile,
maybe just for awhile.
the pain i see in your eyes
it's such a surprise
how long before you come down,
crashing and bound
i wish i had more to say
as you sat there in your hell
the daily grind messing you inside
it isn't that simple, i find.
i wish i could take your pain,
and say my shoulders can bear more than yours,
but you're stronger than me.
i can see through the wreck that you surmise.
every inch of hurt,
i feel it amplify in me.
remember how we used to laugh,
is it so far away this time?
i hold on to you, it's all i can do.
this poem i write, it's all i can do.
only words, but it's all i can do.