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8/19/2011 09:29:00 pm, Friday, August 19, 2011
You were never there.
I understood.
A woman like you,
you should have gone places.
Instead, for love,
you stayed where you were,
for him, for us.
I understood.
24 years down the road,
our relationship has finally turned the corner,
as I returned, a woman, earning my own.
I thought you understood.
So I started to tell you,
cracks were beginning to show.
You convinced me to work, to stay.
You and Dad had that too,
It was worth it, you'd make it.
I thought I understood.
Finally,
I bit the bullet and took the chance.
I gathered up the courage, to pick up
what was left of me and run.
I didn't think you'd understand,
but I hoped to God, you would.
I told you tonight.
I expected your reaction.
But oh wow, it hurt me twice as much as I thought it would.
You chose
him.
You questioned
me.
You doubted me, you judged me, you
neglected me.
Family first?
No.
I thought, you would,
of all people, understand.